so they scheduled my hysteroscopy today.

i'm scared.

it's an outpatient surgical procedure, but still.

i have to take antibiotics beforehand. i think because there is a risk of a perforated uterus and holyjesus even typing those words makes me break out in hives.

perforated uterus. great googly moogly, that's some scary stuff.

so i'll be going in a week from tomorrow. they'll sedate me and i should be done and able to go home within a couple of hours. i took that day and the next day off of work. i might be fine by the next day, but i really don't want to risk having to go back when i still hurt. also, who wants to go back to work on a friday?

so anyway. yes. i'm scared. very very.

but there's nothing to be done for it, i suppose.

i'd like for it to be over with already.

ok, enough about that. i need to leave work and get home already. the husband is at a business dinner and i need to figure out what i'm going to feed myself.

i'm thinking a dinner of ice cream and nutter butters is perfectly reasonable. right?