ok, i've been trying not to get caught up in it, but for the love of god why is cnn plastering its front page with images of that guy aiming a gun right at the camera?

for a large number of people, that was literally the last thing they saw before they died, and frankly i think it's in incredibly bad taste.

i don't want to look at that.

i'd still like to read the news, but i guess i'll have to go somewhere else. jesus.

so aaaaaanyway. onto less morbid things.

the days are crawling by at an incredibly slow pace for me and i seem to live in constant anticipation of friday.

it's quite sad, really. and probably means it's time for some kind of change.

seems like the story of my life, right? completely overwhelmed with the instability of it all, yet desperately in need of some change.

i'm so fucked.

honestly, though. looking back at my life, it's the constant pursuit of change in an upward trajectory that has let me achieve as much as i have. so i guess it serves some purpose other than making me a basketcase.

still, it would be nice if there were more than a 5 second interval between me sitting still and getting bored.